Eye Clinic~~~~

Assalamualaikum..

Wahai blog~~

Sori,lama x update u...I'm busy until there is no time to spend on u...

Today,aku akan update u...jgan risau...(^_^)

my Aunt & my lovely nenek

January 31,2013....

-I got fonkol from my uncle..Dia minta aku untuk p klinik mata to confirm my Grandma's appointment...So,aku pun dengan jalan terkedek2 p klinik mata....

-Masuk lif & tekan button 3...then keluar lif..

-Sampai ja betul2 d kaunter depan tu,aku sapa/tanya la tu Sister yg ada d sana..

ME:"Morning Sister,i want to confirm my grandmother's appointment.."

SISTER:"May i know your nenek's name,please??"

ME:"Hajah Jainon Binti Hj. Idris...."

-So,the Sister p la find my nenek's file...A minutes later,dia came back to me...

SISTER:"Sorry la adik,your nenek's file tiada dalam lists...."

ME:"Em,em,em...suppose to be my nenek's appointment today la Sister...macam mna tu??..."

SISTER:"Did u bring the appoinment book with u right now??"

ME:"Nope...nvermind la,if dorang(my aunt,my nenek,& cousins) suda sampai then i'll inform u..."

SISTER:"ok then.."

Me naik la balik p kolej....with Marlia A.M...

Afternoon,...(12.14pm)

-I got another fonkol but this time from my aunt(yg bawa my nenek la)....

Her:"Assalamualaikum,'N#$%'(nama kampung adalah secret & confidential..haha),kamu di mana??...Aunt

ada d kafe ni with ur nenek...Jom teman aunt...

Me:"ok aunt...jap2...give me 5 minutes then i'll be there...

#Eye Clinic~~

-Salam them...(my family)

cerita punya cerita,so me pegi la kaunter...

-this time,JM yg layan me...

talk2...then,

JM:"saya x jumpa u nenek punya file la...mcam mna ni??"

me cakap dalam ati jer:(pasal pula tnya aku?..madam,me tidak kerja sini la,mana la me tau...)

ME(ni yg btul2 pnya):"So,macam mana mau extend kes dia(my nenek) kalau case not dia hilang??"

JM:"sekejap amoi ar,u tunggu dulu...saya cari file dia lagi skali"..

ME:"ok"

JM:"teda ni,saya rasa dia punya file hilang oww..."

ME(mula sudah hot):"aik,macam mana la mau tau progress kesihatan mata my nenek ni??"... 

JM:"Xpa,u datang sini jm 2 yah..nanti la tunggu jam 2 baru saya urus,pasal sekarang masa rehat..."

ME:"ok,..."...then me blah dari situ...

-bukan mau hot tanpa sebab kan,dorang kasi hilang my nenek file...nasib la bukan emergency case kalau x,em...(dont know mau bt apa)...

#Oleh sebab,jm menunjukkan jm 1 lebih-lebih sudah,perut pun belum isi,so i hape to chaww dulu...say goodbye to my nenek,my aunt & cousins...Salam dorang & said"nnt me turun lagi kalau sempat k nek..."

Abis kelas...

-Fortunately la,My nenek masih lagi d eye clinic...Kesiannya my nenek,she can't afford to walking like normal people lagi bah...her eyes,her legs does not like time muda2 lagi...

*macam mau nangis sudah but gagah kan diri...xkan mau nangis depan dorang kan...MA mesti kuat..(kuat la sangat)....

-I sent her to car & cheer her...She senyum lebar ja sepanjang me cerita sama dia...

~Ya Allah,kasihani lah nenek ku,sayangi dia sebagaimana dia menyayangi anak2 & cucu2nya...Panjangkan lah umurnya supaya kami dapat melihatnya tersenyum lagi...Lindungilah dia Ya Allah...

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..

Sekian...

Hate This Feeling!!!

Assalamualaikum....


Ntah kenapa aku rasa lain macam sejak kebelakangan ni...Perasaan/Feeling??..dun know...Berdebar-debar,tercari-cari...sangat2 weird..
Maybe i miss someone...Macam la..aku sendiri pun x faham why ada that feeling...sometime i didn't see (him) like i missing something...what kind of feeling is dat??

And i'm very sure that's not my Ex ok...dun have any feeling for my Ex anymore....just i 've met new person...and i hate bila aku rasa macam jatuh cinta...Oh,my...Aku x mau fikir pasal tu dulu ba..my study pun not really good la...Ish...

And today,aku x dapat tengok muka dia,guess wat??..i miss him very much...
*its not like jatuh cinta exactly,but rasa kekurangan myb...I'm not sure...

Astagfirullahalazim......

#sekadar luahan hati....